Dosti - Defeated in Expectations !!

It is true..that when they need you ..you are always there...but the time when you need help.... everyone turns around. It hurts...still hurts because it is your close friend !!

I am not always guarded to trusting people, but some people I truly trust to be my best of friends, to be there, when I need them. It feels sorry or rather dejected when they turn their back !!!!

usually lose my temper and get pissed of at such situations. But then again I come back coz thats the way I am..I know i ll hang on to every friend I have...coz i know I will never be so rich that I can afford to lose a friend. May be thats why they say "No mater how good your friends are, they are going to hurt you every once in a while..and you must forgive them for that."

I have relatively a small network of good friends, Friends whom I trust to be there always, so it upsets me when such things happen.

A request to all my buddies reading this. We have only one life, filling it with friends, irritating, crazy ones, ones without which living would be difficult is important or rather necessary so don't lose your closed ones.

Everyone has a life and there comes a point where your once made buddies do not fit in to your world anymore. But if they are your true buddies... Don't miss them coz u never know...when your life would take a turn to be back with those friends, and you only hope they would be there where you left them. Only HoPE !!!!

The Silent Speaks !!!

I recently read an article about silence and thats how I am here sharing the same slience.

Silence - A moment in your life where you run out of words. The moment where you show your feelings not through words, but by just remaining silent.

There are so many moments in our life, where we had remained silent for some seconds. If you recall, those silence always made some noise deep inside our hearts and it is a fact that these silent moments are the ones which we remember the most.

Ever wondered why? May be coz that slience conveyed something, may be it conveyed a feeling.

Recalling some of those feelings like....

the moment you go out on your first job and look back at your parents --- the Silence of concern for your leaving and happiness for your independence.

the moment you get unexpected good marks when no one even thought you could --- the Silence of surprise.

the moment the HR calls you and tells you "Congrats, Your hired" --- the Silence of excitement and hopes.

the moment the boy/girl who like you say nothing but only smile at you --- the Silence of love.

the moment when your leaving a dear friend to station and bid a bye-bye, the slient pouding of heart-beat --- the Silence of separation.

the moment when a small child looks and smiles at you for no reason and you smile back --- the Silence of innocence and juvenileness.

There are so many such special silent moments in our lives after which we think, that why I didnt speak...May be coz that silence was understood. There was no need of anythning else.

They say Silence speaks many languages...or may be feelings...feelings of joy, grief, happiness, enthusiasm, hope, expectations !!! These feelings were just carried away by a simple silence...the moments of which are always treasured.

Ever wondered those instance where you are alone and you find yourself starring at your roof. Those moments of self-talk, where your listening to your heart, thinking, deciding on to something. These are the moments which will actulally create your fate.

So next time you find yourself silent, try to feel the emotion your heart is trying to convey, listen to its desires and always be in touch ..... in touch with your true self !!! :)

What do you want to do before you Die??????

"Every man dies – Not every man really lives.” ~ William Ross

Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take..but the moments you use to make it special. I had this thought quite for a while...that there are so many things hidden, so many things we want to do in this life....in this only life....!!!!

For me there are heaps of things I wanaa do. Curious to know about others, I queried some of my friends. Some of them took time coz they never gave it a thought...some of them were shy enough to reveal their secret wishes...and some of them were proud to answer and had a huge list like me...:)

Here goes the list....This list may have things which we have already done and some of them which we want to do....!!!!!

So go through it..and find out....what are the things you wanna do before you end your life.

It can be a very simple wish to a very silly wish, but you know if it gets fulfilled your life would be much more happening and remembering !!!

1. Getting a tattoo.

2. Spirits in air...Sky Diving.

3. Doing a Social Cause which you like and not just thinking about it.

4. To be in love.....deeply....unconditionally...and truly...!!!

5. Learn to play at-least one musical instrument.

6. Dancing with the your soulmate in rain.

7. Go on a long drive.

8. Get featured publicly for an achievement.

9. Get drunk and dance like mad.

10. Watch a hilarious movie with your friends and laugh your stomach out.

11. Dont limit ur singing to bathroom itself....Open your throat on the roads..with friends..in front of the enitre world.

12. Visit at least one of the wonders of world.

13. Ride an elephant.

14. Bungee jumping specially in Macau.

15. Have one life long friend.

16. Live your dream and fulfill the wish-list.

If you have any of other wishes, Have pleasure in commenting the same. :)

Live the LiFe you've Imagined.

Written In The Stars

I Confess I am a music freak.... Listening to a song....getting addicted to it...feeling it and humming it all around wherever you go. This is me !!!!

Written in the stars by Tinie Tempah is the one hitting my ears continuously these days. This rap album was first shared by Vaishak aka kiddo (just thought to mention my brother).

So heres it...listen and experience the song..

The video itself speaks much of it and the lyrics says it all. The music with Eric turner (resembling like jesus) like a cherry on the cake creates magic.

Ohhh, written in the stars...

A million miles away..

A message to the main...

ooohhhh...

Seasons Come and go..

But I ' ll never change...

And I'm on my way......

I love this song mainly because of its title. The music is class and i bet if you listen to it, You will find yourself huming it...even without you knowing about it.

After all everyone in this world has a kid inside that no one cares about...so you just got to keep screaming till they hear you out...!!! :) :) :)

Dosti - To my Related Souls !!!!!

I remembered the lines of a movie "Udann" which i love the most. Here it goes....

choti choti chhitrayi yaadein

bichhi hui hai lamho ki lawn par

nange pair un par chalte chalte

itni dur chale aaye

ki ab bhul gaye hai ki jute kahan utare the.

aedi komal thi, jab aaye the

thodi si naazuk hai abhi bhi

aur naazuk hi rahegi

in khatti meethi yaadon ki shararat

jab tak inhe gudgudati rahegi

sach, bhul gye hai ki jute kahan utare the

par lagta hai ab unki jarurat nhi...

Now a days everyday of my life leads a way to office and back home again. My office is pretty cool though. My boss is very simple and not strict..(lucky me). All of them are friendly around there, but still felt some things missing..Like the fun...the laughter..the jokes...the craziness....actually my friends...!!!

For me the people who enter my life always have a special postion in my heart. My friends covered a huge part of it. It is a well known truth that no matter what...some day you have to separate from each other in terms of many emotional things. I had this feeling of insecurity...a feel of losing...losing some important relations which i treasured a lot..

After long today I spent some times with friends...I can describe this day as the day when i didn't have the number of counts on my laughter and enjoyment. At this moment I realized I was wrong in the part of losing. Life may be changed for all of us a bit though yes!!!! but still the love, the affection, the relation, the bond is still the same..Nothing is lost...!!! :)

Friends have been the most important part of my life. My mom used to say that my life revolves around friends....and now i relaize she was true to what she said. Everyday i missed every part of my friends. I was happy with my surrounding but still deep in my heart i wished to go back..back where it never mattered what you were and how you were.. back to time where every day meeting each other was imporatant...back to all those crazy times...back to friends..

It is these friends which make my life so special..it is these friends who make my city worth living in....It is them who make it worth happenning. Just a request to the ones reading this...pause for a moment...and find the joy u had with your friends...find the ones who actally make your life beautiful.. :)

So this one for all my friends out there..

Dosti ghum batne mai hai....dosti saath hasne mai hai..

Dosti woh choti muskan mai hai...Dosti har ehsaas mai hai..

Dosti har subha mai hai.....dosti zindagi mai hai....

Dosti tumse hai...Dosti humse hai...!!!

The one with me...!!!!

Yesterday night when I was coming back home in train, I saw the moon in its full brightness. As the train moved over the bridge, the moon came straight above the sea. I looked into the sea and saw pearls down there, shining with each light as it was falling on it. It looked so beautiful as if there were sparkling lights on water. The waves dancing on the moonlight. It brought peace to my mind and smile to my face. For a moment I felt blessed to watch this beauty. I looked above and smiled again.

I got out of the train, i looked at the moon still following me and lighting my pathway to home. I used to do this a lot during childhood and yesterday I felt no different.

As I went to sleep on my bed, a light from the open window poured upon me. I watched the moon again covering this spotlight on me. As if it was its duty to save me from its bright light. It made me think that it will never go, it never had gone. It follows and leads me wherever I go....unheard, unseen but still felt....filling my soul with hope. :)

A Promise

We may not be the best of what we are...!!

we may not talk so often...!!!!

just want you to understand..no matter what...

I ll wait....and thats a promise..

A promise from deep inside my heart... <3

A promise so true...coz this love comes only once in a Life..!!!