The Dreamer ツ

Something just inspired me to scribble my thoughts again here..So here I am again with my mysterious and crazy vibes.. ;) Just paused this for sometime, may be things weren't so nice. But then you have to keep fighting till you set things right. As I pen down my thoughts, I realize I kind of missed this place. I thought I was just lost in my dream world somewhere and the reality outside started to haunt me. But then I found, I was me coz of these dreams. They may shatter you at times, that doesn't mean you loose hope and stop dreaming. So I decided to be back with my fairy tales coz I believe these fairy tales are not all about finding something, its about fulfilling those dreams and most important standing up for what you believe in.

PS: I think for the most part, if you're really honest with yourself about what you want out of life, life gives it to you. ;) :)

For my sweet pal : A Bday Post

Happiest Birthday 

to a very sweet girl

who understands my miss calls

hopes for apple products :P

desires crazy yet beautiful things..

Knowing all my stupidity, 

still chooses to be with me in public.. ;)

and most importantly makes me 

feel loved unexpectedly and always. :)

This is post is a small token of my gratitude

for this friendship which has been very special and dear to me..

Dear Shweta, may u get all the happiness, love,

all the things you desire, all the people you treasure...

and whenever your eyes gets misty.. 

I ll be there for a "Dostana" :P ;)

aur hann mera wala yeh "Dostana" hamesha rehgaa :) (BFF)

Lots of love and hugs on this very special day XoXo

PS: Hope this post brings out the extra share of all that makes you happiest :)

Think Post: Reasons

It is hard to satisfy oneself by saying that everything happens for a ReAsoN until you find the real rEaSoN for it.

The Secret Store..Shhhhh

Hussshh....finally I am down here again with this..!!! I find myself being unstable these days. Just a state of my mind. Hope that this will fade soon. To make it a little interesting thought about opening some mysteries through this post..

Every one has story to tell..and every story also has some little secrets in them. Here I am sharing my own...!!! So lets start.

• I used to eat horlicks secretly when all were asleep. Even today I prefer eating it rather then mix it with milk..!!
• I drank kerosene during my crawling phase confusing it with water... but still I survived..!
• I love my life and the way I live it..so I really don't take up advice's !!
• I spoiled many of old family photographs by sketching funny things on them..my intention was to make people laugh..it turned out to be something else..:P
• I hate people who keep chatting on continuous basis... I would rather sit alone then listen to them..they make me piss off at times.
• I am afraid of dark...or being alone in dark..The secret which my mommy shares with me.
• I once did a hotel lifting (Couple of heavy steel sPooNs) wid my bro...was fun!!
• If m sleepy and you talk to me...forget the conversation we had.. cozz i ll forget..!!
• I judge the other persons personality by the way he/she speaks.
• I am a music freak and a movie bluff..hate people intervening in between.
• I love my eyes... ;) so much that I make sure they are well hydrated and sparkling every hour. ;) :-)
• M the type of girl who prefers Ice cream over chocolate any time.
• I am not very spiritual but everyday I have a chat with some supreme power beside me.

As I post..pictures of many more floating in my mind...but let it remain a secret ;) :) In fact a story behind this blog title...named it this way coz it shares some mysteries ..Its like my diary..Every post tells some secret story revolving around me.. ;) Hidden truths can be special sometimes, not because of its content..but because of the mystery it surrounds. That's what I call is the beauty of life. So be Mysterious & Stay Beautiful !!

PS: What's in your secret store??? Do share it here...Give it a while and think..it lets you know yourself more.. :)

An Annoying Post !!!

This post is a dedicated to all those annoying people who have completely being a shocker to me and will be throughout my life. Annoying the word says it all...making you mad and irritating you all the while. I m kind of person who forget things pretty quickly unless it hadn’t hurt me..But sumtyms its not the things which make you mad..it’s the people who do it..

I have come across some really annoying people in my life that I think are nothing but fools not having common sense. It is kindaa a of surprising when you realize it is the same people who you thought were good and approachable to anything. From silly matters to serious ones these people act so foolish that they end up making your mind fucked and leaving just one thought left for you..."I wanaaa punch you on ur face". Yes it is annoying; I manage to shrug it off somehow. Is it so very interesting that it makes you stop thinking sense and disconnect yourself from the world? It hurts and annoys me more when they enter into my personal space. (M getting annoyed by the fact that m using the word annoy many times now.. I think this will as well annoy you reader’s heheh)

I am not into gender bias nor do I want to sound being good and great...but most of the people who annoy me bound to be females...I mean what is wrong with females?? It is funny but I can’t recall many of the boys irritating me compared to the percentage of women. I have been really patient a t times, tried to ignore these annoying ones. (Didn’t ignore them on their face directly even though I was getting pissed). Also, have controlled my urge to say "shut up and get lost" or even the urge to slap on face. Some times I feel good to think of doomsday which will include all the annoying bugs as well.

I really don’t know when I may leave my patience and extend my arm to slap them. The moral is I don’t want them to change...may be they are destined to be annoying... but to just stay away from me.

I do not have anything for annoying people coz I know I can be annoying too....but when you do things..it just takes a sec to think whether it is right or not. M getting annoyed by writing this post now..coz all those people are getting on my mind. So before it get on my nerves..will end it here.. and hope for a peaceful tomorrow. :)

Intoxic Mind

Just when I thought to start it fresh,
the same old sparks of past fires
m fighting something inside me I know
a battle of which I aint sure

Again a guilt that sickens me
a smile to cover the thoughts in deep
the pleasure and pain still so pure

All I need is to be high
coz have already started to feel low

PS: A stupid poem indeed..just scribbled whatever came to me... :)

Let Go !!

There are times when we push ourselves so hard to wanting something we cant have and eventually realizing its time to let go. This is something everyone goes through someway or the other. But what does letting go actually mean? Does it mean to loose your conscious and be sad all the time?? Wondered upon it for a while and here I am scribbling the answers to it.

The most common emotion which comes during this phase is Loneliness. Some get so used to it that they start living with the same for the rest of their lives. Loneliness is just another emotion where you let the tears flow; feel it completely but eventually be able to say.." that was my moment with loneliness and now m gonna keep it aside and m ready to let go to experience other emos as well". When life gives you the signs to move on..it doesn't mean to forget, ignore or think about it forever. It never tells you to live your life in regrets with sad and empty feeling; neither does it convey emptiness or defeat. So misunderstanding the term and dwelling your self in memories of past is a mistake. Yes we do get hurt, but that doesn't convey that we block our memories and be lonely all the time.

Instead to Let go is to have an open mind, cherish the past memories and accepting things. Its more about learning and to be thankful for the experiences which once brought you the feelings of joy, cry, laughter and love. Its about growing up. To let go is always having the courage and strength to accept the change and move ahead. At the end it isn't about wining or loosing, its about setting yourself free with a hope for a better tomorrow.

So the bottom line is if you wind up being left out only because you think that holding on would make you strong..then think again...sometimes its letting go...!!!

PS: To Let go and to think that there are a hell lot of good things the universe has to offer has made me happy and helped me a lot; hope this helps someone else too ;) :)