A Run Away !!

A run away...ahhh..I love dis post...actually this is what's being throgh all my mind dese days. I think once ina while we all come to this stage of our life, were we just want to pack the bags an leave from the usual world around us...leave alone and fly down somewhere else...and wish that it could be better than this existing cosmos....!!!

I came in Mumbai when i was 10, my dad got a transfer here and before we could move into the company guest house..we first got in to my papas friend's house. I remember it was a large house..with good soft sofa cushions....and white tall curtains floating in air. I went across those curtains and saw a vast sea right in front of the house (after 2 years i got the name, it was juhu beach)..that breeze which embraced me as if welcoming me here... that's when i felt...yeah..!! this place is going to be awsum !!!!!

I regret that it is not the same anymore, may be a lot has changed in these 12 years of my life in here or may be this city has changed in these 12 years. Of late i m finding my self stuck in here....the crowd which i once loved, is now just taking the air out of me... !!! wondering if this city is all i blame on or is it the people around me the reason for it. Filth all over..rudeness and agony I see, all this make me say just one thing....a run away is what you need !!!

May be when life gets you tough -- you only think of the easy way out and that what m doing...cozz sometimes thats all what you can do.

yeahh...!!! that seems to be the harsh truth, fighting hard enough, being directionless, you try to find a solution but you fail and then u blame the people and the city for it..!! and u just want to go away from them.. But then i thought may be there's a reason for it in here. I m a bit spiritual in the sense that i keep taking to skies at times and then designing the clouds to somewhat like gods face (my imagination of things is beyond limits) and I start believing in them and communicating with them. I always have found some reason to whatever happenings in my life, here i remember Steve job lines.. "Connecting the dots" (I loved dat man !!!).. So i realized may be somewhere up in life..these dots have a connection, and by running away I m messing with the beautiful picture he wants to create for me !!!! Hes making me go through all this with an intention to make me look more like him and less like me ;) :)

As I write this post sitting in my balcony, i look up at the skies and somehow..they are forming a smiling smiley and i feel what better way can there be to end this post..May be I need to look at good things of life..and this city. Instead of a run away, this should be a start. So I hope its getting started now !!! :) :)