Let Go !!

There are times when we push ourselves so hard to wanting something we cant have and eventually realizing its time to let go. This is something everyone goes through someway or the other. But what does letting go actually mean? Does it mean to loose your conscious and be sad all the time?? Wondered upon it for a while and here I am scribbling the answers to it.

The most common emotion which comes during this phase is Loneliness. Some get so used to it that they start living with the same for the rest of their lives. Loneliness is just another emotion where you let the tears flow; feel it completely but eventually be able to say.." that was my moment with loneliness and now m gonna keep it aside and m ready to let go to experience other emos as well". When life gives you the signs to move on..it doesn't mean to forget, ignore or think about it forever. It never tells you to live your life in regrets with sad and empty feeling; neither does it convey emptiness or defeat. So misunderstanding the term and dwelling your self in memories of past is a mistake. Yes we do get hurt, but that doesn't convey that we block our memories and be lonely all the time.

Instead to Let go is to have an open mind, cherish the past memories and accepting things. Its more about learning and to be thankful for the experiences which once brought you the feelings of joy, cry, laughter and love. Its about growing up. To let go is always having the courage and strength to accept the change and move ahead. At the end it isn't about wining or loosing, its about setting yourself free with a hope for a better tomorrow.

So the bottom line is if you wind up being left out only because you think that holding on would make you strong..then think again...sometimes its letting go...!!!

PS: To Let go and to think that there are a hell lot of good things the universe has to offer has made me happy and helped me a lot; hope this helps someone else too ;) :)

December Tunes :)

ohooo...itzz December and I can't wait to express the feeling of it... :) I love dis month, cozz it brings an air of change in it... Biding farewell to the haunted memories and keeping the good ones... a hope for a better tomorrow. :) wowww....

Yesterday I felt the coldness in the climate which brought a wave of smiles to me. I always wait for this month to come. Every Year it has added a change in my life some way or the other. Change, which I think is necessary in all due respects of this life. After all, anything too static begins to lose its appeal. But this excludes all those relations, which thank god are few special ones which never change. :)

To summarize was simply a good year for me. The biggest achievement being, a part of Team 18. Some disappointments, yet lessons learned from them and try not to go back to the past of choked episodes. So many decisions made some falling at places, some just failing. Looking back, I can make out that the decisions which made no sense were the ones just right for me. In fact it is these senseless decisions which are the best ones, coz time is funny, it is kinnda magical, that turns your stupid decisions to something else entirely.


I believe the greatest thing in this world is not necessarily the things you do, it can be the things that happen to you. This doesn't mean that you cannot take action of life, you can and you will. But you may never know when you may step out of the door and you will see your life changed. It’s just that the universe has a plan for you, and that it is always in motion without you being realizing. :) and I can't stop believing. ;)

As I begin to list some resolutions out there and promise myself to stick to them... ;) at least this time. :) Excited about Christmas (most favorite festive season) and a well needed break from work. wohhppii... :D Its now that this December has started to create the tune and m truly dancing upon this one :)

There he stands !!!

Sitting on the couch staring at a pair of black floaters lying near the door, this was the moment when i thought to write about a person whom I love the most in this world.
This is a person who has always put his child's wants and needs ahead of his own. The greatest gift that I received from god, I call him PAPA.

A person who doesn't speak much and is always content with what he has. His love and care has no boundaries to spare. For my papa priority means daughters. I have always been silent with my dad and some way down the line we understood this silence between us. But I know he is the best person when I want to ask things. I appear as a silent little sweet girl (hehe..another side of me) in front of him obeying all the things, but on the contrary he knows my fun side very well. I remember those times of watching cricket and hockey together. Dancing at the mid of the night for an Indian win and waking up divi (my sis) and mom from their dreams. It has always been fun with papa and will always be.With a face having a look of strictness.. but deep inside lies a silent caring heart of goodness. A man who has always stood tall..He means the world to me. There may be indifference's and misconceptions between us, but it doesn't matter when your love is strong, stronger enough to forget and forgive them and my dad, you have always done that.

Hey popsy, I may have never said these things to you but deep in my heart you are admired and adored. I have seen this man struggle and ultimately gain success and respect of lots of people. They say tough times don't last ..tough people do. That's my papa.

Right from the time I spent on my papa's knees till today, each and every small little things about him have inspired and developed me. The relationship with him always gives me a vision and hope to change things, to overcome failures and build healthy relations with others. I know I will make him proud someday...and yes I know I will. :) :)
Just want to thank him for the most I know today, to be a good human being.

Whatever I do..wherever I go..there will always be one thing which will be remain forever and that is my love for my papa.