Written In The Stars


I Confess I am a music freak.... Listening to a song....getting addicted to it...feeling it and humming it all around wherever you go. This is me !!!!

Written in the stars by Tinie Tempah is the one hitting my ears continuously these days. This rap album was first shared by Vaishak aka kiddo (just thought to mention my brother).

So heres it...listen and experience the song..

The video itself speaks much of it and the lyrics says it all. The music with Eric turner (resembling like jesus) like a cherry on the cake creates magic.


Ohhh, written in the stars...
A million miles away..
A message to the main...

ooohhhh...

Seasons Come and go..
But I ' ll never change...
And I'm on my way......

I love this song mainly because of its title. The music is class and i bet if you listen to it, You will find yourself huming it...even without you knowing about it.
After all everyone in this world has a kid inside that no one cares about...so you just got to keep screaming till they hear you out...!!! :) :) :)




I remembered the lines of a movie "Udann" which i love the most. Here it goes....

choti choti chhitrayi yaadein
bichhi hui hai lamho ki lawn par
nange pair un par chalte chalte
itni dur chale aaye
ki ab bhul gaye hai ki jute kahan utare the.
aedi komal thi, jab aaye the
thodi si naazuk hai abhi bhi
aur naazuk hi rahegi
in khatti meethi yaadon ki shararat
jab tak inhe gudgudati rahegi
sach, bhul gye hai ki jute kahan utare the
par lagta hai ab unki jarurat nhi...


Now a days everyday of my life leads a way to office and back home again. My office is pretty cool though. My boss is very simple and not strict..(lucky me). All of them are friendly around there, but still felt some things missing..Like the fun...the laughter..the jokes...the craziness....actually my friends...!!!

For me the people who enter my life always have a special postion in my heart. My friends covered a huge part of it. It is a well known truth that no matter what...some day you have to separate from each other in terms of many emotional things. I had this feeling of insecurity...a feel of losing...losing some important relations which i treasured a lot..

After long today I spent some times with friends...I can describe this day as the day when i didn't have the number of counts on my laughter and enjoyment. At this moment I realized I was wrong in the part of losing. Life may be changed for all of us a bit though yes!!!! but still the love, the affection, the relation, the bond is still the same..Nothing is lost...!!! :)

Friends have been the most important part of my life. My mom used to say that my life revolves around friends....and now i relaize she was true to what she said. Everyday i missed every part of my friends. I was happy with my surrounding but still deep in my heart i wished to go back..back where it never mattered what you were and how you were.. back to time where every day meeting each other was imporatant...back to all those crazy times...back to friends..



It is these friends which make my life so special..it is these friends who make my city worth living in....It is them who make it worth happenning. Just a request to the ones reading this...pause for a moment...and find the joy u had with your friends...find the ones who actally make your life beautiful.. :)

So this one for all my friends out there..

Dosti ghum batne mai hai....dosti saath hasne mai hai..
Dosti woh choti muskan mai hai...Dosti har ehsaas mai hai..
Dosti har subha mai hai.....dosti zindagi mai hai....
Dosti tumse hai...Dosti humse hai...!!!



The one with me...!!!!

Yesterday night when I was coming back home in train, I saw the moon in its full brightness. As the train moved over the bridge, the moon came straight above the sea. I looked into the sea and saw pearls down there, shining with each light as it was falling on it. It looked so beautiful as if there were sparkling lights on water. The waves dancing on the moonlight. It brought peace to my mind and smile to my face. For a moment I felt blessed to watch this beauty. I looked above and smiled again.


I got out of the train, i looked at the moon still following me and lighting my pathway to home. I used to do this a lot during childhood and yesterday I felt no different.






As I went to sleep on my bed, a light from the open window poured upon me. I watched the moon again covering this spotlight on me. As if it was its duty to save me from its bright light. It made me think that it will never go, it never had gone. It follows and leads me wherever I go....unheard, unseen but still felt....filling my soul with hope. :)




A Promise



We may not be the best of what we are...!!
we may not talk so often...!!!!
just want you to understand..no matter what...
I ll wait....and thats a promise..
A promise from deep inside my heart... <3
A promise so true...coz this love comes only once in a Life..!!!

Born This Way

This song is stuck on my head these days...The new gift by lady gaga..this song is like an anthem to me...I listen to this many times..it feels great to hear this masterpiece over and over again...!!!! No more description required if u listen to this.....Its like a feast to my ears....
Lady Gaga says born this way is a like a drug it keeps getting you higher and higher..!!!!




I am Beautiful in my way..
coz god makes no mistakes.
I'm on the right track baby..
I was born this way...


Don't hide urself in regret
Just love urself and u are set..
I'm on the right track baby..
I was born this way...


I think I love this song because the moment i listen to it...it makes me feel proud of who I am...
I am beautiful in my way and M on the right track....Coz i was born this way....!!!! :) :)

LOST.....


i feel sumwhr m been lost...trying to find myself..m lost....!!
was it supposed to be this way alyss...i dont understnd...

it is suffocating in here...still bearing it...
don't know till when i wld be able to stand this...
Not sad....not happy...
Some stranger from inside shouting my name...
but still cant find me anywhere..

the reason is me...the cause is me...
yet trying to figure out the lost me...

wht went wrng...wht has been wrng..
Don't want anyone to listen...but still shouting...
trying to find the lost me...

Smiles all arnd..happy is the call
Deep inside a stabbing pain...
No griefs..but still i will survive
coz m trying to find the lost me...

so many roads...still direction-less...
having my breath..but still lifeless...
running my way...shouting again..
Hope to find the lost me...

Lost in a crowd...with many faces..
screaming loud...exhaustion takes me..
it makes be believe....that..
have lost the best of me....

But somwhr in life...again...
I smile in the pearls of rain..!!!


Ladiess Special.....!!!!

All my experiences of Mumbai local trains starts here....or should I say ma experience with ladies compartment.

Ladies compartment--> the area where you can hear everything happening around you...things that will land you in shock. From the price of onions gone up to the neighbors dog pissing in front of the house, you ll hear everything in that world..I bet u need not go through a newspapers if u travel at least one day in ladies compartment...

Just see the platform where these ladies stand they look so decent they dont even look at each other...as if they are the best standing there...;) :) Then when the lights hit from the distance..that is the time when they start taking positions on platforms,,, Ready for a fight,,,, a great war sort of a thing in which there will be many outcomes..

1. either you ll be in safely or

2. u ll be in but you wld be fighting or yelling at one another

3. u ll be on the verge of that pole with your life hanging in air

4. u ll be standing somewhere in the crowd like a flimfare award where u stand sill and dont move. The moment u move u hit someone and dats the end of the story for you....!!!!!!!

I have seen this many times that these ladies alyss panic a lot...they don't have a order of geting in the train or out of train...I respect Military for these reason that they teach displine..which i guess ladies lackk..a lot of themm..;) They literray knock out ppl just to get in some how... Thats the scenario in there...then goes the hooterr...and those who don't make this far,,, stand at the same platform cursing others and feeling embarssed just coz they couldn't get in..the peple who dont make it sumtyms curse so badly that the people who need to get down sumtym will not make it to their destination stn and end up been sumwhr else...heheh..;) :)

Secrets --- instead of vahsi two times I got down at nerul station....;)

You find a variety of people in that compartment........

College Girls --> dressed in a causual way they are the ones which tryto grab attention of the crowd by laughing, hitting each other, giggling taking about college life, their relationships and all those 20 something chit chatter happeing there. Sumtyimes its fun to listen to them, coz u remember ur own days of college..

Next category is Bais/Machiwali/typical gautiss -->These are the funniest of them all..dressed in cotton sarees in which they somehow manage to bring the tip of the Saree lying in front to the topmost portion of their butt in reverse way and hook it there....Wonder how they do it????? Its pretty amazing...it makes fun of all those who think that sareess cant be flexible...;) Dressed in their so called dress-up they enter with their luggage in and even in the hell of a crowd they will find a place to sit nicely with those luggage on top..as if they have alrdy booked the entire train and the place...If you dare to ask them yy?? The answer starts with the flow of malicious or harmful words which is enuf for your ears. After effects is that after listening to all that u ll nvr again question anyone in your life..hehe..They use acronyms like BC to DC or AC..etc.. and if ur bold enuf u may also launch the attack the revsre way making it more worse...and landing up being beaten up..hehe...;)

Next category is the First Class -->It is the 'do not touch me' kind of category where u find sophistication at its peak point... Touching the handle of the train is a big crime for these class coz they consider that the same handle is touched by so many and the germs may infect them.. and also these are the ones which will ultimately get infections like Swine Flu..;) In such a caes if your hand slips by mistake on them then they stare you in such a way as tough you are the one carrying all the worms, viruses and trojans..

Ma favorite the Working women category -->Dressed in formals these ladies create an air of professionalism in such an environment..carrying a laptop bag on one hand and a hand bag full of makeup on the other..these ones symbolize the nature of responsibility and confidence of women..personally i love to see such categories,, they sumtyms motivate you...heheh..;)

Lastly the Simple ones --> ahhhh...my kindaa category with ear phones plugged in and in my own different world...;) :) These are the ones who don't care and just enjoy life to the fullest... :) :)

But one last thing whatever it is that local train journey is never complete without these characters...there's always a ladies special at each station....;) :) :=)